Saturday, October 08, 2005
no clubbing,no alochol for three weeks (:
I want my memory to be clogged and my head filtered. Every step made through thick and cold honey. Every movement measured and slow. When I wake up I don't want to remember anything unimportant like fading friends and tipping over into heartbreak. I don't want to feel. I want to sleep through everything and wake up in time for the end.
I dread working. I don’t work for money, I work to kill time.
But apparently, am working every single day that, I don’t seem to have enough time to have my social life, to sleep and most importantly eat.
Oh yes, I said I have to lose weight, so I don’t look like a pig. But like what my classmate,Juliet always emphasize, if you don’t eat, where do you find energy from?
My point is, I survive on water day in day out to curb the hunger and once in awhile, polky or hello panda to make myself a tad happier. And at the end of the day, I stuff myself silly with food, and that in turn will NOT help me become a healthier person, but a fat woman.
Why?
Because you tell yourself, since this is your first meal, you can afford to eat a bigger portion, so you go on and on; eating without realizing that you ate more than you can or should eat.
Conclusion, you gained the calories and become fat.
Why?
With your schedule, after work, you make yourself free from hunger and because you’re too tired to even go catch a movie. You return home, to sleep.
So that’s my routine. Work, eat then sleep.
Fan-fcuking-tastic.
Okay, above was due to the show out of the blue.
Jesscia alba and Ashley scott’s body.
Fcuking hot.
Can’t help but blame myself the incontrollable eating habits, the laziness to exercise, and what nots.
HOWEVER,I hate the show. It was initially not too bad a show, but the story got too lengthy and you only find yourself awake the last part of the show.
I would maybe give it one star for the pretty faces and hot bodies. (:
The forty year old virgin was hilarious, a movie that talks about how love and sex interrelate and yada yada. I would give it 4stars for its corny content. One movie that will keep you awake the whole 2hours. :D
So that’s how I spend my off day. Beauty sleep till two, a movie with that love, paint the town red and home to sleep.
How interesting?
It's the weekend, BUT
It’s 3hours more to work. Again.
I like to work alone,but today am working with justice bao.
That’s just shite.
Weather’s damn perfect to just roll in bed and sleep.
URGH.
Am off to take a nap. Bye.
I dread working. I don’t work for money, I work to kill time.
But apparently, am working every single day that, I don’t seem to have enough time to have my social life, to sleep and most importantly eat.
Oh yes, I said I have to lose weight, so I don’t look like a pig. But like what my classmate,Juliet always emphasize, if you don’t eat, where do you find energy from?
My point is, I survive on water day in day out to curb the hunger and once in awhile, polky or hello panda to make myself a tad happier. And at the end of the day, I stuff myself silly with food, and that in turn will NOT help me become a healthier person, but a fat woman.
Why?
Because you tell yourself, since this is your first meal, you can afford to eat a bigger portion, so you go on and on; eating without realizing that you ate more than you can or should eat.
Conclusion, you gained the calories and become fat.
Why?
With your schedule, after work, you make yourself free from hunger and because you’re too tired to even go catch a movie. You return home, to sleep.
So that’s my routine. Work, eat then sleep.
Fan-fcuking-tastic.
Okay, above was due to the show out of the blue.
Jesscia alba and Ashley scott’s body.
Fcuking hot.
Can’t help but blame myself the incontrollable eating habits, the laziness to exercise, and what nots.
HOWEVER,I hate the show. It was initially not too bad a show, but the story got too lengthy and you only find yourself awake the last part of the show.
I would maybe give it one star for the pretty faces and hot bodies. (:
The forty year old virgin was hilarious, a movie that talks about how love and sex interrelate and yada yada. I would give it 4stars for its corny content. One movie that will keep you awake the whole 2hours. :D
So that’s how I spend my off day. Beauty sleep till two, a movie with that love, paint the town red and home to sleep.
How interesting?
It's the weekend, BUT
It’s 3hours more to work. Again.
I like to work alone,but today am working with justice bao.
That’s just shite.
Weather’s damn perfect to just roll in bed and sleep.
URGH.
Am off to take a nap. Bye.
11:14 AM
OUT,
OUT,
♥