life can be so unfair. it would be easy to walk out on people you dont care and to write them off.
how you can say, "i love you" and shut the door,and never come back again.
if you are always craving,always wanting,never satisfied,never happy with what you've got, you end up even more lost and lonely than before.
read in the newspaper, teen,15,stabbed to death in US because of his, ipod. how cruel can all this people be? a life in exchange for a few hundred buckeroos electronic? excuse me. where's the brain when they did that? what right have they got to take away someone else life.
fcuk them.
there was lots that could be done,but there was also nothing that could be done.
sigh.
end up being more lost and lonely then before.
i cant fight this saddness,which came in the middle of my stonning sessions,this sadness which made you feel that nothing could ever be any good again. i'm still clinging to hope,because that is what we do. because there's no real alternative,still clinging to life,even when life is full of torment. i will survive. (:
im sick,shoot me in my head,so i will be dead.
i hate being sick.
i hate the sneezing.
i hate the hot steaming body and cold breeze blowing me.
everyone else felt warm,but im shivering cold.
fcuk me.
im a super baby
lah please.
a new skirt to perk my boring day. (:
bounce
baby outta door.
