Sunday, July 17, 2005
i will,and i must move on.
I miss going sentosa together, playing frisbee and laughing out loud.
I miss calling you during lunch and see how's you doing.
I miss packing your room.
I miss the times when you hug me to sleep.
I miss the times you drive with your right and hold my hand with your left..
I miss you writing random, incohrent letters to me.
I miss skipping work together for tanning.
I miss playing daidee together and winning ty.
I miss watching you sleep.
I miss the times when you sent me home.
I miss us taking shameless amount of photos and doing silly acts.
I miss having mac breakfast together.
I miss your touch.
i miss writing the promised daily love letters to you.
I miss the trips to east coast mac,changi airport and god knows where.
I miss the times when we quarrel so bad, but we end it off with a I love you la.
i miss you but i hate you too.
fcuk myself.
Alone, I am haunted. My body acquires a mind of its own, shutting down and restarting at will. I have no control over the words that now tumble out carelessly and without thought. I am no longer responsible for myself. The slave-fire has become a master overnight, drying and burning my only companion.Time no longer has a distinction. It is everywhere at once and yet nowhere. It is in the deja vu’s that strike a million people within the same second.
They stop and question.
Haven’t I done this before?
I have been here before.
They have. You have.
My heart's bleeding so much,feels like someone's choking me with blood.It rushes all over me.This searing pain that digs itself deeply like a stake through my heart.
this is how we spent our saturday from 2300 to 230.
cine,lido,mariott,centerpoint,cine,lido and home.
hungry hungry hungry!
oh now,we have energy for more walking.
and we just keeps walking.
ktv? okay,let's go check out the price.
life's a party,not a chore anymore?
and i was off to zouk to look after the drunk arsh at 230am!
and i had a good laugh,lookin how drunkards behave.
screaming and crying out,rolling on the floor.
i will survive.
and someone added a comment and deleted it. hmm..?
I miss calling you during lunch and see how's you doing.
I miss packing your room.
I miss the times when you hug me to sleep.
I miss the times you drive with your right and hold my hand with your left..
I miss you writing random, incohrent letters to me.
I miss skipping work together for tanning.
I miss playing daidee together and winning ty.
I miss watching you sleep.
I miss the times when you sent me home.
I miss us taking shameless amount of photos and doing silly acts.
I miss having mac breakfast together.
I miss your touch.
i miss writing the promised daily love letters to you.
I miss the trips to east coast mac,changi airport and god knows where.
I miss the times when we quarrel so bad, but we end it off with a I love you la.
i miss you but i hate you too.
fcuk myself.
Alone, I am haunted. My body acquires a mind of its own, shutting down and restarting at will. I have no control over the words that now tumble out carelessly and without thought. I am no longer responsible for myself. The slave-fire has become a master overnight, drying and burning my only companion.Time no longer has a distinction. It is everywhere at once and yet nowhere. It is in the deja vu’s that strike a million people within the same second.
They stop and question.
Haven’t I done this before?
I have been here before.
They have. You have.
My heart's bleeding so much,feels like someone's choking me with blood.It rushes all over me.This searing pain that digs itself deeply like a stake through my heart.
this is how we spent our saturday from 2300 to 230.
cine,lido,mariott,centerpoint,cine,lido and home.
hungry hungry hungry!
oh now,we have energy for more walking.
and we just keeps walking.
ktv? okay,let's go check out the price.
life's a party,not a chore anymore?
and i was off to zouk to look after the drunk arsh at 230am!
and i had a good laugh,lookin how drunkards behave.
screaming and crying out,rolling on the floor.
i will survive.
and someone added a comment and deleted it. hmm..?
1:28 PM
OUT,
OUT,
♥