breaking point.
tell you something new,
im sick.
right,that's nothing new,i know.
Lately it's been just me. No distractions, no evil eyes, fewer friends and zero tolerance. I am happier this way. Music is more melodic and usually ruthless time more graceful.Time sweeps itself under the rugs in the hallway and stops infront of my door, never entering. The days are getting warmer and warmer but the heat doesn't reach me.
You know what I wish I could be doing right now?
Die.When you die, everything ends. your thinking, your breathing, your moving.
everything about you just stops. You no longer exist.
Then again,each time im up the top floor,my courage just go with the wind.
fcuk myself.
when i need someone so much to be with me, who will actually be there but my own shadow and reflection?
fri,sat,sun& today.
with crystal,hazel,irene,jillyan&kamini.
and i finally took neoprints. (:
jillyan,the emo kid. kamini,the goth chic & christina,the rNb gal.
all jillyan's nonsense.
great fun,great company.
will upload pictures when im less lazy. heh!
one new top. <3
goodNIGHT world.
