all that i wanted.
sickSICKsick.
i can hardly breathe. argh.
i didnt want it all, all i wanted was one more chance,one more chance to have a unified life,a life without broken bits and jagged edges. one more shot at happiness.
i wanted some more life,one more chance to get it right,thats what i wanted. that didnt seem like much to ask. just one more chance. then again,it crossed my mind that what has truly messed up the lousy modern world was all the people who always wanted one more chance.
well, nobody ever gets away with having it all, am i right?
sometimes we are only aware of how happy we are when the moment has passed. But now, and againif we are damn lucky,we are aware of happiness when its happening.
it's always that phrase, "its too late."
a shirt from zara. (:
a week just went by like that.
a bumpy ride,but im getting used to it.
i lost touch.
bye.
